When
Edna entered the dining-room one evening a little late, as was her habit, an
unusually animated conversation seemed to be going on. Several persons were
talking at once, and Victor's voice was predominating, even over that of his
mother. Edna had returned late from her bath, had dressed in some haste, and her
face was flushed. Her head, set off by her dainty white gown, suggested a rich,
rare blossom. She took her seat at table between old Monsieur Farival and Madame
Ratignolle.
As she seated herself and was
about to begin to eat her soup, which had been served when she entered the room,
several persons informed her simultaneously that Robert was going to Mexico. She
laid her spoon down and looked about her bewildered. He had been with her,
reading to her all the morning, and had never even mentioned
such a place as Mexico. She had not seen him during the afternoon; she had
heard some one say he was at the house, upstairs with his mother. This she had
thought nothing of, though she was surprised when he did not join her later in
the afternoon, when she went down to the beach.
She looked across at him,
where he sat beside Madame Lebrun, who presided. Edna's face was a blank picture
of bewilderment, which she never thought of disguising. He lifted his eyebrows
with the pretext of a smile as he returned her glance. He looked embarrassed and
uneasy.
"When is he going?" she asked
of everybody in general, as if Robert were not there to answer for himself.
"To-night!" "This very
evening!" "Did you ever!" "What possesses him!" were some of the replies she
gathered, uttered simultaneously in French and English.
"Impossible!" she exclaimed.
"How can a person start off from Grand Isle to Mexico at a moment's notice, as
if he were going over to Klein's or to the wharf or down to the beach?"
"I said all along I was going
to Mexico; I've been saying so for years!" cried Robert, in an excited and
irritable tone, with the air of a man defending himself against a swarm of
stinging insects.
Madame Lebrun knocked on the
table with her knife handle.
"Please let Robert explain
why he is going, and why he is going to-night," she called out. "Really, this
table is getting to be more and more like Bedlam every day, with everybody
talking at once. Sometimes - I hope God will forgive me - but positively,
sometimes I wish Victor would lose the power of speech."
Victor laughed sardonically
as he thanked his mother for her holy wish, of which he failed to see the
benefit to anybody, except that it might afford her a more ample opportunity and
license to talk herself.
Monsieur Farival thought that
Victor should have been taken out in mid-ocean in his earliest youth and
drowned. Victor thought there would be more logic in thus
disposing of old people with an established claim for making themselves
universally obnoxious. Madame Lebrun grew a trifle hysterical; Robert called his
brother some sharp, hard names.
"There's nothing much to
explain, mother," he said; though he explained, nevertheless - looking chiefly
at Edna - that he could only meet the gentleman whom he intended to join at Vera
Cruz by taking such and such a steamer, which left New Orleans on such a day;
that Beaudelet was going out with his lugger-load of vegetables that night,
which gave him an opportunity of reaching the city and making his vessel in
time.
"But when did you make up
your mind to all this?" demanded Monsieur Farival.
"This afternoon," returned
Robert, with a shade of annoyance.
"At what time this
afternoon?" persisted the old gentleman, with nagging determination, as if he
were cross-questioning a criminal in a court of justice.
"At four o'clock this
afternoon, Monsieur Farival," Robert replied, in a high voice
and with a lofty air, which reminded Edna of some gentleman on the stage.
She had forced herself to eat
most of her soup, and now she was picking the flaky bits of a court
bouillon with her fork.
The lovers were profiting by
the general conversation on Mexico to speak in whispers of matters which they
rightly considered were interesting to no one but themselves. The lady in black
had once received a pair of prayer-beads of curious workmanship from Mexico,
with very special indulgence attached to them, but she had never been able to
ascertain whether the indulgence extended outside the Mexican border. Father
Fochel of the Cathedral had attempted to explain it; but he had not done so to
her satisfaction. And she begged that Robert would interest himself, and
discover, if possible, whether she was entitled to the indulgence accompanying
the remarkably curious Mexican prayer-beads.
Madame Ratignolle hoped that
Robert would exercise extreme caution in dealing with the Mexicans, who, she
considered,
were a treacherous people, unscrupulous and revengeful. She trusted she did
them no injustice in thus condemning them as a race. She had known personally
but one Mexican, who made and sold excellent tamales, and whom she would have
trusted implicitly, so soft-spoken was he. One day he was arrested for stabbing
his wife. She never knew whether he had been hanged or not.
Victor had grown hilarious,
and was attempting to tell an anecdote about a Mexican girl who served chocolate
one winter in a restaurant in Dauphine Street. No one would listen to him but
old Monsieur Farival, who went into convulsions over the droll story.
Edna wondered if they had all
gone mad, to be talking and clamoring at that rate. She herself could think of
nothing to say about Mexico or the Mexicans.
"At what time do you leave?"
she asked Robert.
"At ten," he told her.
"Beaudelet wants to wait for the moon."
"Are you all ready to go?"
"Quite ready. I shall only
take a hand-bag, and shall pack my trunk in the city."
He turned to answer some
question put to him by his mother, and Edna, having finished her black coffee,
left the table.
She went directly to her
room. The little cottage was close and stuffy after leaving the outer air. But
she did not mind; there appeared to be a hundred different things demanding her
attention indoors. She began to set the toilet-stand to rights, grumbling at the
negligence of the quadroon, who was in the adjoining room putting the children
to bed. She gathered together stray garments that were hanging on the backs of
chairs, and put each where it belonged in closet or bureau drawer. She changed
her gown for a more comfortable and commodious wrapper. She rearranged her hair,
combing and brushing it with unusual energy. Then she went in and assisted the
quadroon in getting the boys to bed.
They were very playful and
inclined to talk - to do anything but lie quiet and go to sleep. Edna sent the
quadroon away
to her supper and told her she need not return. Then she sat and told the
children a story. Instead of soothing it excited them, and added to their
wakefulness. She left them in heated argument, speculating about the conclusion
of the tale which their mother promised to finish the following night.
The little black girl came in
to say that Madame Lebrun would like to have Mrs. Pontellier go and sit with
them over at the house till Mr. Robert went away. Edna returned answer that she
had already undressed, that she did not feel quite well, but perhaps she would
go over to the house later. She started to dress again, and got as far advanced
as to remove her peignoir. But changing her mind once more she
resumed the peignoir, and went outside and sat down before her
door. She was overheated and irritable, and fanned herself energetically for a
while. Madame Ratignolle came down to discover what was the matter.
"All that noise and confusion
at the table must have upset me," replied Edna, "and
moreover, I hate shocks and surprises. The idea of Robert starting off in
such a ridiculously sudden and dramatic way! As if it were a matter of life and
death! Never saying a word about it all morning when he was with me."
"Yes," agreed Madame
Ratignolle. "I think it was showing us all - you especially - very little
consideration. It wouldn't have surprised me in any of the others; those Lebruns
are all given to heroics. But I must say I should never have expected such a
thing from Robert. Are you not coming down? Come on, dear; it doesn't look
friendly."
"No," said Edna, a little
sullenly. "I can't go to the trouble of dressing again; I don't feel like it."
"You needn't dress; you look
all right; fasten a belt around your waist. Just look at me!"
"No," persisted Edna; "but
you go on. Madame Lebrun might be offended if we both stayed away. "
Madame Ratignolle kissed Edna
good-night, and went away, being in truth rather
desirous of joining in the general and animated conversation which was still
in progress concerning Mexico and the Mexicans.
Somewhat later Robert came
up, carrying his hand-bag.
"Aren't you feeling well?" he
asked.
"Oh, well enough. Are you
going right away?"
He lit a match and looked at
his watch. "In twenty minutes," he said. The sudden and brief flare of the match
emphasized the darkness for a while. He sat down upon a stool which the children
had left out on the porch.
"Get a chair," said Edna.
"This will do," he replied.
He put on his soft hat and nervously took it off again, and wiping his face with
his handkerchief, complained of the heat.
"Take the fan," said Edna,
offering it to him.
"Oh, no! Thank you. It does
no good; you have to stop fanning some time, and feel all the more uncomfortable
afterward."
"That's one of the ridiculous
things which men always say. I have never known
one to speak otherwise of fanning. How long will you be gone?"
"Forever, perhaps. I don't
know. It depends upon a good many things."
"Well, in case it shouldn't
be forever, how long will it be?"
"I don't know."
"This seems to me perfectly
preposterous and uncalled for. I don't like it. I don't understand your motive
for silence and mystery, never saying a word to me about it this morning." He
remained silent, not offering to defend himself. He only said, after a moment:
"Don't part from me in an
ill-humor. I never knew you to be out of patience with me before."
"I don't want to part in any
ill-humor," she said. "But can't you understand? I've grown used to seeing you,
to having you with me all the time, and your action seems unfriendly, even
unkind. You don't even offer an excuse for it. Why, I was planning to be
together, thinking of how pleasant it would be to see you in the city next
winter."
"So was I," he blurted.
"Perhaps that's the - " He stood up suddenly and held out his hand. "Good-by, my
dear Mrs. Pontellier; good-by. You won't - I hope you won't completely forget
me." She clung to his hand, striving to detain him.
"Write to me when you get
there, won't you, Robert?" she entreated.
"I will, thank you. Good-by."
How unlike Robert! The merest
acquaintance would have said something more emphatic than "I will, thank you;
good-by," to such a request.
He had evidently already
taken leave of the people over at the house, for he descended the steps and went
to join Beaudelet, who was out there with an oar across his shoulder waiting for
Robert. They walked away in the darkness. She could only hear Beaudelet's voice;
Robert had apparently not even spoken a word of greeting to his companion.
Edna bit her handkerchief
convulsively, striving to hold back and to hide, even from herself as she would
have hidden from
another, the emotion which was troubling - tearing - her. Her eyes were
brimming with tears.
For the first time she
recognized anew the symptoms of infatuation which she had felt incipiently as a
child, as a girl in her earliest teens, and later as a young woman. The
recognition did not lessen the reality, the poignancy of the revelation by any
suggestion or promise of instability. The past was nothing to her; offered no
lesson which she was willing to heed. The future was a mystery which she never
attempted to penetrate. The present alone was significant; was hers, to torture
her as it was doing then with the biting conviction that she had lost that which
she had held, that she had been denied that which her impassioned, newly
awakened being demanded.