"What
is the matter with you?" asked Arobin that evening. "I never found you in such a
happy mood." Edna was tired by that time, and was reclining on the lounge before
the fire.
"Don't you know the weather
prophet has told us we shall see the sun pretty soon?"
"Well, that ought to be
reason enough," he acquiesced. "You wouldn't give me another if I sat here all
night imploring you." He sat close to her on a low tabouret, and as he spoke his
fingers lightly touched the hair that fell a little over her forehead. She liked
the touch of his fingers through her hair, and closed her eyes sensitively.
"One of these days," she
said, "I'm going to pull myself together for a while and think - try to
determine what character of a woman I am; for, candidly, I don't
know. By all the codes which I am acquainted with, I am a devilishly wicked
specimen of the sex. But some way I can't convince myself that I am. I must
think about it."
"Don't. What's the use? Why
should you bother thinking about it when I can tell you what manner of woman you
are." His fingers strayed occasionally down to her warm, smooth cheeks and firm
chin, which was growing a little full and double.
"Oh, yes! You will tell me
that I am adorable; everything that is captivating. Spare yourself the effort."
"No; I shan't tell you
anything of the sort, though I shouldn't be lying if I did."
"Do you know Mademoiselle
Reisz?" she asked irrelevantly.
"The pianist? I know her by
sight. I've heard her play."
"She says queer things
sometimes in a bantering way that you don't notice at the time and you find
yourself thinking about afterward."
"For instance?"
"Well, for instance, when I
left her today,
she put her arms around me and felt my shoulder blades, to see if my wings
were strong, she said. 'The bird that would soar above the level plain of
tradition and prejudice must have strong wings. It is a sad spectacle to see the
weaklings bruised, exhausted, fluttering back to earth.'"
"Whither would you soar?"
"I'm not thinking of any
extraordinary flights. I only half comprehend her."
"I've heard she's partially
demented," said Arobin.
"She seems to me wonderfully
sane," Edna replied.
"I'm told she's extremely
disagreeable and unpleasant. Why have you introduced her at a moment when I
desired to talk of you?"
"Oh! talk of me if you like,"
cried Edna, clasping her hands beneath her head; "but let me think of something
else while you do."
"I'm jealous of your thoughts
to-night. They're making you a little kinder than usual; but some way I feel as
if they were wandering, as if they were not here with
me." She only looked at him and smiled. His eyes were very near. He leaned
upon the lounge with an arm extended across her, while the other hand still
rested upon her hair. They continued silently to look into each other's eyes.
When he leaned forward and kissed her, she clasped his head, holding his lips to
hers.
It was the first kiss of her
life to which her nature had really responded. It was a flaming torch that
kindled desire.