Victor,
with hammer and nails and scraps of scantling, was patching a corner of one of
the galleries. Mariequita sat near by, dangling her legs, watching him work, and
handing him nails from the tool-box. The sun was beating down upon them. The
girl had covered her head with her apron folded into a square pad. They had been
talking for an hour or more. She was never tired of hearing Victor describe the
dinner at Mrs. Pontellier's. He exaggerated every detail, making it appear a
veritable Lucillean feast. The flowers were in tubs, he said. The champagne was
quaffed from huge golden goblets. Venus rising from the foam could have
presented no more entrancing a spectacle than Mrs. Pontellier, blazing with
beauty and diamonds at the head of the board, while the other women were all of
them youthful houris, possessed of incomparable charms.
She got it into her head that
Victor was in love with Mrs. Pontellier, and he gave her evasive answers, framed
so as to confirm her belief. She grew sullen and cried a little, threatening to
go off and leave him to his fine ladies. There were a dozen men crazy about her
at the Chênière; and since it was the fashion to be in love with
married people, why, she could run away any time she liked to New Orleans with
Célina's husband.
Célina's husband was a fool,
a coward, and a pig, and to prove it to her, Victor intended to hammer his head
into a jelly the next time he encountered him. This assurance was very consoling
to Mariequita. She dried her eyes, and grew cheerful at the prospect.
They were still talking of
the dinner and the allurements of city life when Mrs. Pontellier herself slipped
around the corner of the house. The two youngsters stayed dumb with amazement
before what they considered to be an apparition. But it was really she in flesh
and blood, looking tired and a little travel-stained.
"I walked up from the wharf,"
she said, "and heard the hammering. I supposed it was you, mending the porch.
It's a good thing. I was always tripping over those loose planks last summer.
How dreary and deserted everything looks!"
It took Victor some little
time to comprehend that she had come in Beaudelet's lugger, that she had come
alone, and for no purpose but to rest.
"There's nothing fixed up
yet, you see. I'll give you my room; it's the only place."
"Any corner will do," she
assured him.
"And if you can stand
Philomel's cooking," he went on, "though I might try to get her mother while you
are here. Do you think she would come?" turning to Mariequita.
Mariequita thought that
perhaps Philomel's mother might come for a few days, and money enough.
Beholding Mrs. Pontellier
make her appearance, the girl had at once suspected a lovers' rendezvous. But
Victor's astonishment was so genuine, and Mrs. Pontellier's indifference so
apparent, that the disturbing
notion did not lodge long in her brain. She contemplated with the greatest
interest this woman who gave the most sumptuous dinners in America, and who had
all the men in New Orleans at her feet.
"What time will you have
dinner?" asked Edna. "I'm very hungry; but don't get anything extra."
"I'll have it ready in little
or no time," he said, bustling and packing away his tools. "You may go to my
room to brush up and rest yourself. Mariequita will show you."
"Thank you," said Edna. "But,
do you know, I have a notion to go down to the beach and take a good wash and
even a little swim, before dinner?"
"The water is too cold!" they
both exclaimed. "Don't think of it."
"Well, I might go down and
try - dip my toes in. Why, it seems to me the sun is hot enough to have warmed
the very depths of the ocean. Could you get me a couple of towels? I'd better go
right away, so as to be back in time. It would be a little too chilly if I
waited till this afternoon."
Mariequita ran over to
Victor's room, and returned with some towels, which she gave to Edna.
"I hope you have fish for
dinner," said Edna, as she started to walk away; "but don't do anything extra if
you haven't."
"Run and find Philomel's
mother," Victor instructed the girl. "I'll go to the kitchen and see what I can
do. By Gimminy! Women have no consideration! She might have sent me word."
Edna walked on down to the
beach rather mechanically, not noticing anything special except that the sun was
hot. She was not dwelling upon any particular train of thought. She had done all
the thinking which was necessary after Robert went away, when she lay awake upon
the sofa till morning.
She had said over and over to
herself: "To-day it is Arobin; to-morrow it will be some one else. It makes no
difference to me, it doesn't matter about Léonce Pontellier - but Raoul and
Etienne!" She understood now clearly what she had meant long ago when she said
to Adèle Ratignolle that she would give up the unessential,
but she would never sacrifice herself for her children.
Despondency had come upon her
there in the wakeful night, and had never lifted. There was no one thing in the
world that she desired. There was no human being whom she wanted near her except
Robert; and she even realized that the day would come when he, too, and the
thought of him would melt out of her existence, leaving her alone. The children
appeared before her like antagonists who had overcome her; who had overpowered
and sought to drag her into the soul's slavery for the rest of her days. But she
knew a way to elude them. She was not thinking of these things when she walked
down to the beach.
The water of the Gulf
stretched out before her, gleaming with the million lights of the sun. The voice
of the sea is seductive, never ceasing, whispering, clamoring, murmuring,
inviting the soul to wander in abysses of solitude. All along the white beach,
up and down, there was no living thing in sight. A bird with a broken wing
was beating the air above, reeling, fluttering, circling disabled down, down
to the water.
Edna had found her old
bathing suit still hanging, faded, upon its accustomed peg.
She put it on, leaving her
clothing in the bath-house. But when she was there beside the sea, absolutely
alone, she cast the unpleasant, pricking garments from her, and for the first
time in her life she stood naked in the open air, at the mercy of the sun, the
breeze that beat upon her, and the waves that invited her.
How strange and awful it
seemed to stand naked under the sky! how delicious! She felt like some new-born
creature, opening its eyes in a familiar world that it had never known.
The foamy wavelets curled up
to her white feet, and coiled like serpents about her ankles. She walked out.
The water was chill, but she walked on. The water was deep, but she lifted her
white body and reached out with a long, sweeping stroke. The touch of the sea is
sensuous, enfolding the body in its soft, close embrace.
She went on and on. She
remembered
the night she swam far out, and recalled the terror that seized her at the
fear of being unable to regain the shore. She did not look back now, but went on
and on, thinking of the blue-grass meadow that she had traversed when a little
child, believing that it had no beginning and no end.
Her arms and legs were
growing tired.
She thought of Léonce and the
children. They were a part of her life. But they need not have thought that they
could possess her, body and soul. How Mademoiselle Reisz would have laughed,
perhaps sneered, if she knew! "And you call yourself an artist! What
pretensions, Madame! The artist must possess the courageous soul that dares and
defies."
Exhaustion was pressing upon
and overpowering her.
"Good-by - because, I love
you." He did not know; he did not understand. He would never understand. Perhaps
Doctor Mandelet would have understood if she had seen him - but it was too late;
the shore was far behind her, and her strength was gone.
She looked into the distance,
and the old terror flamed up for an instant, then sank again. Edna heard her
father's voice and her sister Margaret's. She heard the barking of an old dog
that was chained to the sycamore tree. The spurs of the cavalry officer clanged
as he walked across the porch. There was the hum of bees, and the musky odor of
pinks filled the air.