On the Face of the Waters
BOOK V
CHAPTER II
BITS, BRIDLES, SPURS.
The letter, however, did not refer to Kate; though, curiously enough,
the Englishwoman it concerned had been, and still was concealed in an
Afghan's house. Kate, then, had not been the only Englishwoman in
Delhi. There was a certain consolation in the thought, since what was
being done for one person by kindly natives might very well be done
for another. Besides, removed as he was now from the fret and strain
of actual search, Jim Douglas admitted frankly to Major Hodson that he
was right in saying that Mrs. Erlton must either have come to an end
of her troubles altogether, or have found friends better able,
perhaps, than he to protect her.
Regarding the first possibility also Major Hodson was skeptical. He
had hundreds of spies in the city. Such a piece of good luck as the
discovery of a Christian must have been noised abroad. They had not
mentioned it; he did not, therefore, believe it had occurred. He
would, however, inquire, and till the answer came it would be foolish
to go back to the city. Jim Douglas admitted this also; but as the
days passed, the desire to return increased; especially when Major
Erlton came to see him, which he did with dutiful regularity. Jim
Douglas could not help admiring him when he stood, stiff and square,
thanking him as Englishmen thank their fellows for what they know to
be beyond thanks.
"I am sure no one could have done more, and I know I couldn't have
done a quarter so much; and I'm grateful," he said awkwardly. Then
with the best intentions, born from a real pity for the haggard man
who sat on the edge of his cot looking as men do after a struggle of
weeks with malarial fever, he added, "And the luck has been a bit
against you all the time, hasn't it?"
"As yet, perhaps," replied Jim Douglas, feeling inclined then and
there to start cityward, "but the game isn't over. When I go back——"
"Hodson says you could do no good," continued the big man, still with
the best intentions.
"I don't agree with him," retorted the other sharply.
"Perhaps not—but—but I wouldn't, if I were you. Or—rather—I
should of course—only—you see it is different for me. She——" Major
Erlton paused, finding it difficult to explain himself. The memory of
that last letter he had written to Kate was always with him, making
him feel she was not, in a way, his wife. He had never regretted it.
He had scarcely thought what would happen if she came back from the
dead, as it were, to answer it; for he hated thought. Even now the
complexity of his emotions irritated him, and he broke through them
almost brutally. "She was my wife, you see. But you had nothing to do
with it; so you had better leave it alone. You've done enough already.
And as I said before, I'm grateful."
So he had stalked away, leaving his hearer frowning. It was true. The
luck had been against him. But what right had it to be so? Above all,
what right had that big brutal fellow to say so? There he was going
off to win more distinction, no doubt. He would end by getting the
Victoria Cross, and confound him! from what people said of him, he
would well deserve it.
While he? Even these two days had brought his failure home to him. And
yet he told himself, that if he had failed to save one Englishwoman,
others had failed to save hundreds. Fresh as he was to the facts, they
seemed to him almost incredible. As he wandered round the Ridge
inspecting that rear-guard of graves, or sat talking to some of the
thousand-and-odd sick and wounded in hospital, listening to endless
tales of courage, pluck, sheer dogged resistance, he realized at what
a terrible cost that armed force, varying from three to six thousand
men, had simply clung to the rocks and looked at the city. There
seemed enough heroism in it to have removed mountains; and coming upon
him, not in the monotonous sequence of day-to-day experience, but in a
single impression, the futility of it left him appalled. So did the
news of the world beyond Delhi, heard, reliably, for the first time.
Briefly, England was everywhere on her defense. It seemed to him as if
from that mad dream of conquest within the city he had passed to as
strange a dream of defeat. And why? The fire, unchecked at first, had
blazed up with fresh fuel in place after place and left?—Nothing. Not
a single attempt to wrest the government of the country from us; not
even an organized resistance, when once the order to advance had been
given. Had there been some mysterious influence abroad making men
blind to the truth?
It was about to pass away if there had been, he felt, when on the
14th, he watched John Nicholson re-enter the Ridge at the head of his
column. And many others felt the same, without in any way disparaging
those who for long months of defense had borne the burden and heat of
the day. They simply saw that Fate had sent a new factor into the
problem, that the old order was changing. The defense was to be
attack.
And why not, with that reinforcement of fine fighting men? Played in
by the band of the 8th, amid cheering and counter-cheering, which
almost drowned the music, it seemed fit—as the joke ran—if not to
face hell itself, at any rate to take Pandymonium. The 52d Regiment
looked like the mastiff to which its leader had likened it. The 2d
Sikhs were admittedly the biggest fellows ever seen. The wild
Mooltânee Horse sat their lean Beloochees with the loose security of
seat which tells of men born to the saddle.
Jim Douglas noted these things like his fellows; but what sent that
thrill of confidence through him was the look on many a face, as at
some pause or turn it caught a glimpse of the General's figure. It was
that heroic figure itself, seen for the first time, riding ahead of
all with no unconsciousness of the attention it attracted! but with a
self-reliant acceptance of the fact—as far from modesty as it was
from vanity—that here rode John Nicholson ready to do what John
Nicholson could do. But in the pale face, made paler by the darkness
of the beard, there was more than this. There was an almost languid
patience as if the owner knew that the men around him said of him, "If
ever there is a desperate deed to do in India, John Nicholson is the
man to do it," and was biding his time to fulfill their hopes.
The look haunted Jim Douglas all day, stimulating him strangely. Here
was a man, he felt, who was in the grip of Fate, but who gave back the
grip so firmly that his Fate could not escape him. Gave it back
frankly, freely, as one man might grip another's hand in friendship.
And then he smiled, thinking that John Nicholson's hand-clasp would go
a long way in giving anyone a help over a hard stile. If he had had a
lead-over like that after the smash came; if even now—— Idle
thoughts, he told himself; and all because the picturesqueness of a
man's outward appearance had taken his fancy, his imagination. For all
he knew, or was ever likely to know——
He had been sitting idly on the edge of his cot in the tiny tent Major
Erlton had lent him, having in truth nothing better to do, and now a
voice from the blaze and blare of the heat and light outside startled
him.
"May I come in—John Nicholson?"
He almost stammered in his surprise; but without waiting for more than
a word the General walked in, alone. He was still in full uniform; and
surely no man could become it more, thought Jim Douglas involuntarily.
"I have heard your story, Mr. Douglas," he began in a sonorous but
very pleasant voice. "It is a curious one. And I was curious to see
you. You must know so much." He paused, fixed his eyes in a perfectly
unembarassed stare on his host's face, then said suddenly, with a sort
of old-fashioned courtesy: "Sit you down again, please; there isn't a
chair, I see; but the cot will stand two of us. If it doesn't it will
be clearly my fault." He smiled kindly. "Wounded too—I didn't know
that."
"A scratch, sir," put in his hearer hastily, fighting shy even of that
commiseration. "I had a little fever in the city; that is all."
The bright hazel eyes, with a hint of sunlight in them, took rather an
absent look. "I should like to have done it myself. I've tried that
sort of thing; but they always find me out."
"I fancy you must be rather difficult to disguise," began Jim Douglas
with a smile, when John Nicholson plunged straight into the heart of
things.
"You must know a lot I want to know. Of course I've seen Hodson and
his letters; but this is different. First: Will the city fight?"
"As well as it knows how, and it knows better than it did."
"So I fancied. Hodson said not. By the way, he told me that you
declared his Intelligence Department was simply perfect. And his
accounts—I mean his information—wonderfully accurate."
"I did, indeed, sir," replied Jim Douglas, smiling again.
Nicholson gave him a sharp look. "And he is a wonderfully fine soldier
too, sir; one of the finest we have. Wilson is sending him out this
afternoon to punish those Ringhars at Rohtuck. I don't know why I
should present you with this information, Mr. Douglas?"
"Don't you, sir?" was the cool reply; "I think I do. Major Hodson may
have his faults, sir, but the Ridge couldn't do without him. And I'm
glad to hear he is going out. It is time we punished those chaps; time
we got some grip on the country again."
The General's face cleared. "Hm," he said, "you don't mince matters;
but I don't think we lost much grip in the Punjâb. And as for
punishments! Do you know over two thousand have been executed
already?"
"I don't, sir; though I knew Sir John's hand was out. But if you'll
excuse me, we don't want the hangings now—they can come by-and-by. We
want to lick them—show them we are not really in a blind funk."
"You use strong language too, sir—very strong language."
"I did not say we were in one——" began Jim Douglas eagerly, when a
voice asking if General Nicholson were within interrupted him.
"He is," replied the sonorous voice calmly. "Come in, Hodson, and I
hope you are prepared to fight." The bright hazel eyes met Jim
Douglas' with a distinct twinkle in them; but Major Hodson
entering—a perfect blaze of scarlet and fawn and gold, loose, lank,
lavish—gave the speech a different turn.
"I hope you'll excuse the intrusion, sir," he said saluting, as it
were, loudly, "but being certain I owed this piece of luck to your
kind offices, I ventured to follow you. And as for the fighting, sir,
trust Hodson's Horse to give a good account of itself."
"I do, Major, I do," replied Nicholson gravely, despite the twinkle,
"but at present I want you to fight Mr. Douglas for me. He suggests we
are all in a blind funk."
With anyone else Jim Douglas might have refused this cool demand, for
it was little else, that he should defend his statement against a man
who in himself was a refutation of it, who was a type of the most
reckless, dare-devil courage and dash; but the thought of that umpire,
ready to give an overwhelming thrust at any time, roused his temper
and pugnacity.
"I'm not conscious of being in one myself," said the Major, turning
with a swing and a brief "How do, Douglas." He was the most martial of
figures in the last-developed uniform of the Flamingoes, or the
Ring-tailed Roarers, or the Aloo Bokhâra's, as Hodson's levies were
called indiscriminately during their lengthy process of dress
evolution. "And what is more, I don't understand what you mean, sir!"
"General Nicholson does, I think," replied the other. "But I will go
further than I did, sir," he added, facing the General boldly: "I only
said that the natives thought we were in a blind funk. I now assert
that they had a right to say so. We never stirred hand or foot for a
whole month."
"Oh! I give you in Meerut," interrupted Hodson hastily. "It was
pitiable. Our leaders lost their heads."
"Not only our leaders. We all lost them. From that moment to this it
seems to me we have never been calm."
"Calm!" echoed Hodson disdainfully. "Who wants to be calm? Who would
be calm with those massacred women and children to avenge."
"Exactly so. The horrors of those ghastly murders got on our nerves,
and no wonder. We exaggerated the position from the first; we
exaggerate the dangers of it now."
"Of taking Delhi, you mean?" interrupted Nicholson dryly.
Jim Douglas smiled. "No, sir! Even you will find that difficult. I
meant the ultimate danger to our rule——"
"There you mistake utterly," put in Hodson magnificently. "We mean to
win—we admit no danger. There isn't an Englishman, or, thank Heaven,
an Englishwoman——"
"Is the crisis so desperate that we need levy the ladies?" asked his
adversary sarcastically. "Personally I want to leave them out of the
question as much as I can. It is their intrusion into it which has
done the mischief. I don't want to minimize these horrors; but if we
could forget those massacres——"
"Forget them! I hope to God every Englishman will remember them when
the time comes to avenge them! Ay! and make the murderers remember
them, too."
"If I had them in my power to-day," put in the sonorous voice, "and
knew I was to die to-morrow, I would inflict the most excruciating
tortures I could think of on them with an easy conscience."
"Bravo! sir," cried Hodson, "and I'd do executioner gladly."
John Nicholson's face flinched slightly. "There is generally a common
hangman, I believe," he said; then turned on Jim Douglas with bent
brows: "And you, sir?"
"I would kill them, sir; as I would kill a mad dog in the quickest way
handy; as I'd kill every man found with arms in his hands. Treason is
a worse crime than murder to us now; and by God! if I tortured anyone
it would be the men who betrayed the garrison at Cawnpore. Yet even
there, in our only real collapse, what has happened? It is reoccupied
already—the road to it is hung with dead bodies. Havelock's march is
one long procession of success. Yet we count ourselves beleaguered.
Why? I can't understand it! Where has an order to charge, to advance
boldly, met with a reverse? It seems to me that but for these
massacres, this fear for women and children, we could hold our own
gayly. Look at Lucknow——"
"Yes, Lucknow," assented Hodson savagely. "Sir Henry, the bravest,
gentlest, dead! Women and children pent up—by Heaven! it's sickening
to think what may have happened."
John Nicholson shot a quick glance at Jim Douglas.
"It proves my contention," said the latter. "Think of it! Fifteen
hundred, English and natives, in a weak position with not even a
palisade in some places between them and five times their number of
trained soldiers backed by the wildest, wickedest, wantonest town
rabble in India! What does it mean? Make every one of the fifteen
hundred a paladin, and, by Heaven! they are heroes. Still, what does
it mean?"
He spoke to the General, but he was silent.
"Mean?" echoed Hodson. "Palpably that the foe is contemptible. So he
is. Pandy can't fight——"
"He fought well enough for us in the past. I know my regiment——" Jim
Douglas caught himself up hard. "I believe they will fight for us
again. The truth is that half, even of the army, does not want to
fight, and the country does not mean fight at all."
"Delhi?" came the dry voice again.
"Delhi is exceptional. Besides, it can do nothing else now. Remember
we condemned it, unheard, on the 8th of June."
"I told you that before, sir; didn't I?" put in Hodson quickly. "If we
had gone in on the 11th, as I suggested."
"You wouldn't have succeeded," replied Jim Douglas coolly. Nicholson
rose with a smile.
"Well, we are going to succeed now. So, good-luck in the meantime,
Hodson. Put bit and bridle on the Rânghars. Show them we can't have
'em disturbing the public peace, and kicking up futile rows. Eh—Mr.
Douglas?"
"No fear, sir!" said Hodson effusively. "The Ring-tailed Roarers are
not in a blind funk. I only wish that I was as sure that the
politicals will keep order when we've made it. I had to do it twice
over at Bhâgput. And it is hard, sir, when one has fagged horses and
men to death, to be told one has exceeded orders——"
"If you served under me, Major Hodson," said the General with a sudden
freeze of formality, "that would be impossible. My instructions are
always to do everything that can be done."
Jim Douglas felt that he could well believe it, as with a regret that
the interview was over, he held the flap of the tent aside for the
imperial figure to pass out. But it lingered in the blaze of sunshine
after Major Hodson had jingled off.
"You are right in some things, Mr. Douglas," said the sonorous voice
suddenly: "I'd ask no finer soldiers than some of those against us. By
and by, unless I'm wrong, men of their stock will be our best war
weapons; for, mind you, war is a primitive art and needs a primitive
people. And the country isn't against us. If it were, we shouldn't be
standing here. It is too busy plowing, Mr. Douglas; this rain is
points in our favor. As for the women and children—poor souls"—his
voice softened infinitely—"they have been in our way terribly;
but—we shall fight all the better for that, by and by. Meanwhile we
have got to smash Delhi. The odds are bigger than they were first. But
Baird Smith will sap us in somehow, and then——" He paused, looking
kindly at Jim Douglas, and said, "You had better stop and go in
with—with the rest of us."
"I think not, sir——"
"Why? Because of that poor lady? Woman again—eh?"
"In a way; besides, I really have nothing else to do."
John Nicholson looked at him for a moment from head to foot; then said
sharply:
"I didn't know, sir. I give my personal staff plenty of work."
For an instant the offer took his hearer's breath away, and he stood
silent.
"I'm afraid not, sir," he said at last, though from the first he had
known what his answer would be. "I—I can't, that's the fact. I was
cashiered from the army fifteen years ago."
General Nicholson stepped back, with sheer anger in his face. "Then
what do you mean, sir, by wearing Her Majesty's uniform?"
Jim Douglas looked down hastily on old Tiddu's staff properties, which
he had quite forgotten. They had passed muster in the darkness of the
tent, but here, in the sunlight, looked inconceivably worn, and
shabby, and unreal. He smiled rather bitterly; then held out his
sleeve to show the braiding.
"It's a general's coat, sir," he said defiantly. "God knows what old
duffer it belonged to; but I might have worn it first- instead of
second-hand, if I hadn't been a d——d young fool."
The splendid figure drew itself together formally, but the other's
pride was up too, and so for a minute the two men faced each other
honestly, Nicholson's eyes narrowing under their bent brows.
"What was it? A woman, I expect."
"Perhaps. I don't see that it matters."
A faint smile of approval rather took from the sternness of the
military salute. "Not at all. That ends it, of course."
"Of course."
Not quite; for ere Jim Douglas could drop the curtain between himself
and that brilliant, successful figure, it had turned sharply and laid
a hand on his shoulder. A curiously characteristic hand—large, thin,
smooth, and white as a woman's, with a grip in it beyond most men's.
"You have a vile habit of telling the truth to superior officers, Mr.
Douglas. So have I. Shake hands on it."
With that hand on his shoulder, that clasp on his, Jim Douglas felt as
if he were in the grip of Fate itself, and following John Nicholson's
example, gave it back frankly, freely. So, suddenly the whole face
before him melted into perfect friendliness. "Stick to it, man—stick
to it! Save that poor lady—or—or kill somebody. It's what we are all
doing. As for the rest"—the smile was almost boyish—"I may get the
sack myself before the general's coat. I'm insubordinate enough, they
tell me—but I shall have taken Delhi first. So—so good-luck to you!"
As he walked away, he seemed to the eyes watching him bigger, more
king-like, more heroic than ever; perhaps because they were dim with
tears. But as Jim Douglas went off with a new cheerfulness to see
Hodson's Horse jingle out on their lesson of peace, he told himself
that the old scoundrel, Tiddu, had once more been right. Nikalseyn had
the Great Gift. He could take a man's heart out and look at it, and
put it back sounder than it had been for years. He could put his own
heart into a whole camp and make it believe it was its own.
Such a clattering of hoofs and clinking of bits and bridles had been
heard often before, but never with such gay light-heartedness. Only
two days before a lesson had been given to the city. There had been no
more harrassing of pickets at night. Now the arm of the law was going
coolly to reach out forty miles. It was a change indeed. And more than
Jim Douglas watched the sun set red on the city wall that evening with
a certain content in their hearts. As for him, he seemed still to feel
that grip, and hear the voice saying, "Stick to it, man, stick to it!
Save that poor lady or kill somebody. It's what we are all doing."
He sat dreaming over the whole strange dream with a curious sense of
comradeship and sympathy through it all, until the glow faded and left
the city dark and stern beneath the storm-clouds which had been
gathering all day.
Then he rose and went back to his tent cheerfully. He would run no
needless risks; he would not lose his head; but as soon as the doctors
said it was safe, he would find and save Kate, or—kill somebody.
That was the whole duty of man.
Kate, however, had already been found, or rather she had never been
lost; and when Tara, a few hours after Jim Douglas slipped out of the
city, had gone to the roof to fetch away her spinning wheel, and
finding the door padlocked on the inside, had in sheer bewilderment
tried the effect of a signal knock, Kate had let her in as if, so poor
Tara told herself, it was all to begin over again.
All over again, even though she had spent those few hours of freedom
in a perfect passion of purification, so that she might return to her
saintship once more.
The gold circlets were gone already, her head was shaven, the coarse
white shroud had replaced the crimson scarf. Yet here was the mem
asking for the Huzoor, and setting her blood on fire with vague
jealousies.
She squatted down almost helplessly on the floor, answering all Kate's
eager questions, until suddenly in the midst of it all she started to
her feet, and flung up her arms in the old wild cry for righteousness,
"I am suttee! before God! I am suttee!"
Then she had said with a gloomy calm, "I will bring the mem more food
and drink. But I must think. Tiddu is away; Soma will not help. I am
alone; but I am suttee."
Kate, frightened at her wild eyes, felt relieved when she was left
alone, and inclined not to open the door to her again. She could
manage, she told herself, as she had managed, for a few days, and by
that time Mr. Greyman would have come back. But as the long hours
dragged by, giving her endless opportunity of thought, she began to
ask herself why he should come back at all. She had not realized at
first that he had escaped, that he was safe; that he was, as it were,
quit of her. But he was, and he must remain so. A new decision, almost
a content, came to her with the suggestion. She was busy in a moment
over details. To begin with, no news must be sent. Then, in case he
were to return, she must leave the roof. Tara might do so much for
her, especially if it was made clear that it was for the master's
benefit. But Tara might never return. There had been that in her
manner which hinted at such a possibility, and the stores she had
brought in had been unduly lavish. In that case, Kate told herself,
she would creep out some night, go back to the Princess Farkhoonda,
and see if she could not help. If not, there was always the
alternative of ending everything by going into the streets boldly and
declaring herself a Christian. But she would appeal to these two women
first.
And as she sat resolving this, the two women were cursing her in their
inmost hearts. For there had been no bangings of drums or thrumming of
sutâras on Newâsi's roof these three days. Abool-Bukr had broken away
from her kind, detaining hand, and gone back to the intrigues of the
Palace. So the Mufti's quarter benefited in decent quiet, during which
the poor Princess began that process of weeping her eyes out, which
left her blind at last. But not blind yet. And so she sat swaying
gracefully before the book-rest, on which lay the Word of her God, her
voice quavering sometimes over the monotonous chant, as she tried to
distill comfort to her own heart from the proposition that "He is
Might and Right."
And far away in another quarter of the town Tara, crouched up before a
mere block of stone, half hidden in flowers, was telling her beads
feverishly. "Râm-Râm-Sita-Râm!" That was the form she used for a
whole tragedy of appeal and aspiration, remorse, despair, and hope.
And as she muttered on, looking dully at the little row of platters
she had presented to the shrine that morning—going far beyond
necessity in her determination to be heard—the groups of women coming
in to lay a fresh chaplet among the withered ones and give a "jow" to
the deep-toned bell hung in the archway in order to attract the god's
attention to their offering, paused to whisper among themselves of her
piety. While more than once a widow crept close to kiss the edge of
her veil humbly.
It was balm indeed! It was peace. The mem might starve, she told
herself fiercely, but she would be suttee. After all the strain, and
the pain, and the wondering ache at her heart, she had come back to
her own life. This she understood. Let the Huzoors keep to their own.
This was hers.
The sun danced in motes through the branches of the peepul tree above
the little shrine, the squirrels chirruped among them, the parrots
chattered, sending a rain of soft little figs to fall with a faint
sound on the hard stones, and still Tara counted her beads feverishly.
"Râm-Râm-Sita-Râm! Râm-Râm-Sita-Râm!"
"Ari! sisters! she is a saint indeed. She was here at dawn and she
prays still," said the women, coming in the lengthening shadows with
odd little bits of feastings. A handful of cocoa-nut chips, a platter
of flour, a dish of curds, or a dab of butter.
"Râm-Râm-Sita-Râm!"
And all the while poor Tara was thinking of the Huzoor's face, if he
ever found out that she had left the mem to starve. It was almost dark
when she stood up, abandoning the useless struggle, so she waited to
see the sacred Circling of the Lights and get her little sip of holy
water before she went back to her perch among the pigeons, to put on
the crimson scarf and the gold circlets again. Since it was hopeless
trying to be a saint till she had done what she had promised the
Huzoor she would do. She must go back to the mem first.
But Kate, opening the door to her with eyes a-glitter and a whole
cut-and-dried plan for the future, almost took her breath away, and
reduced her into looking at the Englishwoman with a sort of fear.
"The mem will he suttee too," she said stupidly, after listening a
while. "The mem will shave her head and put away her jewels! The mem
will wear a widow's shroud and sweep the floor, saying she comes from
Bengal to serve the saint?"
"I do not care, Tara, how it is done. Perhaps you may have a better
plan. But we must prevent the master from finding me again. He has
done too much for me as it is; you know he has," replied Kate, her
eyes shining like stars with determination. "I only want you to save
him; that is all. You may take me away and kill me if you like; and if
you won't help me to hide, I'll go out into the streets and let them
kill me there. I will not have him risk his life for me again."
"Râm-Râm-Sita-Râm!" said Tara under her breath. That settled it, and
at dawn the next day Tara stood in her odd little perch above the
shrine among the pigeons, looking down curiously at the mem who,
wearied out by her long midnight walk through the city and all the
excitement of the day, had dozed off on a bare mat in the corner, her
head resting on her arm. Three months ago Kate could not have slept
without a pillow; now, as she lay on the hard ground, her face looked
soft and peaceful in sheer honest dreamless sleep. But Tara had not
slept; that was to be told from the anxious strain of her eyes. She
had sat out since she had returned home, on her two square yards of
balcony in the waning moonlight, looking down on the unseen shrine,
hidden by the tall peepul tree whose branches she could almost touch.
Would the mem really be suttee? she had asked herself again and again.
Would she do so much for the master? Would she—would she really shave
her head? A grim smile of incredulity came to Tara's face, then a
quick, sharp frown of pain. If she did, she must care very much for
the Huzoor. Besides, she had no right to do it! The mems were never
suttee. They married again many times. And then this mem was married
to someone else. No! she would never shave her head for a strange man.
She might take off her jewels, she might even sweep the floor. But
shave her head? Never!
But supposing she did?
The oddest jumble of jealousy and approbation filled Tara's heart. So,
as the yellow dawn broke, she bent over Kate.
"Wake, mem sahib!" she said, "wake. It is time to prepare for the day.
It is time to get ready."
Kate started up, rubbing her eyes, wondering where she was; as in
truth she well might, for she had never been in such a place before.
The long, low slip of a room was absolutely empty save for a reed mat
or two; but every inch of it, floor, walls, ceiling, was freshly
plastered with mud. That on the floor was still wet, for Tara
had been at work on it already. Over each doorway hung a faded
chaplet, on each lintel was printed the mark of a bloody hand, and
round and about, in broad finger-marks of red and white, ran the
eternal Râm-Râm-Sita-Râm! in Sanskrit letterings. In truth, Tara's
knowledge of secular and religious learning was strictly confined to
this sentence. There was a faint smell of incense in the room, rising
from a tiny brazier sending up a blue spiral flame of smoke before a
two-inch high brass idol with an elephant's head which sat on a niche
in the wall. It represented Eternal Wisdom. But Kate did not know
this. Nor in a way did Tara. She only knew it was Gunesh-jee. And
outside was the yellow dawn, the purple pigeons beginning to coo and
sidle, the quivering hearts of the peepul leaves.
"I have everything ready for the mem," began Tara hurriedly, "if she
will take off her jewels."
"You must pull this one open for me, Tara," said Kate, holding out her
arm with the gold bangle on it. "The master put it on for me, and I
have never had it off since."
Tara knew that as well as she. Knew that the master must have put it
on, since she had not. Had, in fact, watched it with jealous eyes
over and over again. And there was the mem without it, smiling over
the scantiness and the intricacies of a coarse cotton shroud.
"There is the hair yet," said Tara with quite a catch in her voice;
"if the mem will undo the plaits, I will go round to the old poojârnis
and get the loan of her razor—she only lives up the next stair."
"We shall have to snip it off first," said Kate quite eagerly, for, in
truth, she was becoming interested in her own adventures, now that she
had, as it were, the control over them. "It is so long." She held up a
tress as she spoke. It was beautiful hair; soft, wavy, even, and the
dye—unrenewed for days—had almost gone, leaving the coppery sheen
distinct.
"She would never cut it off!" said Tara to herself as she went for the
razor. No woman would ever shave her head willingly. Why! when she had
had it done for the first time, she had screamed and fought. Her
mother-in-law had held her hands, and——
She paused at the door as she re-entered, paralyzed by what she saw.
Kate had found the knife Tara used for her limited cooking, and,
seated on the ground cheerfully, was already surrounded by rippling
hair which she had cut off by clubbing it in her hand and sawing away
as a groom does at a horse's tail.
Tara's cry made her pause. The next moment the Rajpootni had snatched
the knife from her and flung it one way, the razor another, and stood
before her with blazing eyes and heaving breast.
"It is foolishness!" she said fiercely. "The mems cannot be suttee. I
will not have it."
Kate stared at her. "But I must——" she began.
"There is no must at all," interrupted Tara superbly; "I will find
some other way." And then she bent over quickly, and Kate felt her
hands upon her hair. "There is plenty left," she said with a sigh of
relief. "I will plait it up so that no one will see the difference."
And she did. She put the gold bangle on again also, and by dawn the
next day Kate found herself once more installed as a screened woman;
but this time as a Hindoo lady under a vow of silence and solitude in
the hopes of securing a son for her lord through the intercession of
old Anunda, the Swâmi.
"I have told Sri Anunda," said Tara with a new respect in her manner.
"I had to trust someone. And he is as God. He would not hurt a fly."
She paused, then went on with a tone of satisfaction, "But he says the
mem could not have been suttee, so that foolishness is well over."
"But what is to be done next, Tara?" asked Kate, looking in
astonishment round the wide old garden, arched over by tall forest
trees, and set round with high walls, in which she found herself. In
the faint dawn she could just see glimmering straight paths parceling
it out into squares; and she could hear the faint tinkle of the water
runnels. "I can't surely stop here."
"The mem will only have to keep still all day in the darkest corner
with her face to the wall," said Tara. "Sri Anunda will do the rest.
And when Soma returns he must take the mem away before the thirty
regiments come and the trouble begins."
"Thirty regiments!" echoed Kate, startled.
"He and others have gone out to see if it is true. They say so in the
Palace; but it is full of lies," said Tara indifferently.
It was indeed. More than ever. But they began to need confirmation,
and so there was big talk of action, and jingling of bits and bridles
and spurs in the city as well as in the camp. They were to intercept
the siege train from Firozpur; they were to get round to the rear of
the Ridge and overwhelm it. They were to do everything save attack it
in face.
And, meanwhile, other people besides Soma and such-like Sadducean
sepoys had gone out to find the thirty regiments, and secret scouts
from the Palace were hunting about for someone to whom they might
deliver a letter addressed
"To the Officers, Subadars, Chiefs, and others of the whole military
force coming from the Bombay Presidency:
"To the effect that the statement of the defeat of the Royal troops at
Delhi is a false and lying fabrication contrived by contemptible
infidels—the English. The true story is that nearly eighty or ninety
thousand organized Military Troops, and nearly ten or fifteen thousand
regular and other Cavalry, are now here in Delhi. The troops are
constantly engaged, night and day, in attacks on the infidels, and
have driven back their batteries from the Ridge. In three or four
days, please God, the whole Ridge will be taken, when every one of the
base unbelievers will be sent to hell. You are, therefore, on seeing
this order, to use all endeavors to reach the Royal Presence, so,
joining the Faithful, give proofs of zeal, and establish your renown.
Consider this imperative."
But though they hunted high and low, east, north, south, and west, the
Royal scouts found no one to receive the order. So it came back to
Delhi, damp and pulpy; for the rains had begun again, turning great
tracts of country into marsh and bog, and generally wetting the
blankets in which the sepoys kept guard sulkily.